uu broke down durin math.....
r uu alrite?
hope uu r.....
i dunno wht exactly happened so yea......

party is well....
bt haiz....
onli gt to sing half the song to uu.....
im very upset.....
that means another 2 months......
i hope i gt over with this soon.....
bt i think it will take wks to clear.....
thxx for ur support....
YY... Audrey..... Pauline.... Jackie.....
dun worry.....
i wont hate uu or bear or bad feelings against uu.......
that's the last thing i would ever wanna do......

YY~~~
uu should nt hav shouted at her.....
regardless of wht she did.....

gotta sort out my feelings tonite....
findin ways to survive without seein uu for 2 months.....
will rly miss uu lotz
benchangdx

practisin durin recess.....
and lunch too.....
goshh....
i hope i gt it rite....
durin the class party.....

byes for now....
miss uu lots
benchangdx

had to sign on Katherine's shirt in the mornin.....
haha....
it had so many signatures....
many ppl were askin her to slim down soon.....
haha.....

went to canteen to buy drinks......
it's been abt one and a half yrs since i go canteen durin recess.....
YY bought me a drink ~~ snow pear tea.....
that's the refreshment before the singin....
YY ur singin was excellent.....
jux a little crack*.....
bt was rly well done!
uu could hit the high note for 'My Love'
tt's rly awesome!
hmm....
singin practice was screwed up....
sang too high le.....
rly need to improve....
thxx YY for pointin out my mistakes......

lessons were borin as i onli wanted to practise singin..... :P
2 hrs of PFT?!!!!
ok la....
at least can practice a bit.....
also a gd way to waste time..... XD
benchball durin P.E......
was kinda fun....
long time no play le....
it's been ages since i go canteen durin lunch.....
at least a month or so?
had to go up with YY to bkshop to buy a file.....
put his stuff in class.....
i was holdin his jacket.....
get his psp.....
run to canteen.......
in jux 5 mins!!!

practise again.....
i was like the onli one practisin......
'If i let you go'.....
quite badly done.....
started talkin abt other bands and singers for me to sing......
funni ones that is......
5 mins late for eng class....
watchin 'shakespeare in love'.....
i would rather practise la.....
so many ...... 'scenes'....
end of sch.....
practisin on the sch bus.....
quite loudly....
i think Audrey and Crystal heard me...... -.-
oh well.....
went singin the whole way home......

i'll stop here....
gotta practise real hard......
byes for now!

miss uu much
benchangdx

i forgot the order of lessons....
oh well...
i was practisin singin as usual for the past few days....
didn't sound gd then....
loads of ppl were watchin....
i was kinda pressurized....
Ming, Wayne etc were up thr.....
with YY, Audrey, Allan and Pauline of coz....
went back to class rly angry with myself being unable to sing.....
i swore i had to do it durin lunch....
and i did.....
in front of YY, Audrey, Allan Pauline, Wayne and Dom?!!
i think...
im happy they supported me.....
thxx ppl for ur support....
especially YY, Audrey, Pauline.....
couldn't have done it without uu....
Allan uu hav a gd high voice....
Yen Yi has a westlifish voice XD
im supportin uu too!

sang 'Dun say it's too late'.....
to the class....
didn't sound too gd....
i was rly disappointed....
cant project my voice....
must be cos of the pressure.....
bt YY and Audrey were thr to support me....
thxx uu two so much......
im decidin to practise and sing again....
i realize it takes lots of courage to sing in front of the whole class.....
gosh.....
nid to practise lots.....

byes....
gonna practise real hard......
and push my voice hard......
miss uu
benchangdx

yesterday was a borin day so nver blog lor....
jux eat n play and sleep....
and go out at nite.....
BORIN......!!!!

today....
woke at 10 after sleepin at 2 last nite....
had a chocolate bun.....
was rly tired...
so went back to sleep till 10:40 or so...
dhen feel refreshed le....
so play wii for a while lor...
my other bros woke at like 12:40.....
2 hrs ltr....
kinda crazy....
oh well....

parents and grandma go macau shoppin....
wanted to go bt cannot wake up early enuf.....
haiz...
now so borin lor.... x_X
play some mor wii.......
dhen go down to buy lunch for everyone ( 3 ppl la! )
went to chin-up bar and do a few chin-ups cos......
i needed a stretch after sitin on the couch playin wii....
dhen quickly ran to shoppin centre to play lunch.....
ran upstairs with the food....
had lunch.....
dhen play some mor wii!!!!

haiz...
rly bored.....
sit on the couch for like 2 hrs....
almost dozed off....
go sleep on my bed.....
cos rly bored.... so very tired lor....
after an hr.....
mum called me to the phone.....
lazily gt up....
was kinda angry cos in the middle of my sleep leh....
bt still pulled myself from the comfy bed.....
younger bro jumpin like crazy while playin wii......
haha....
dhen went back to sleep....
cos still tired....
slept till 7:15.....
parents and grandma came back with KFC dinner......
random.... XD
oh well....
jux ate lor....

play a bit of wii......
dun wanna go to gym cos tired......
play some chor dai di with bros and parents.....
dhen went for a snack.....
gonna slp at 10:30......

cant wait to go to sch tmrw.....
so damn freakin borin at home.....!!!

miss uu so much
benchangdx

~~~list of stuff i did~~~

sry for nt bloggin these wks.....
rly no chance to blog.....

29 May-11 June ~~ study for xams like hell and do xams!!

12 June ~~ finish xams and go for 'The Final Bash'
dancin and jumpin around felt rly weird........
oh well.... kinda fun though?!!!
haha....
uu left half-way to go Pauline's house i think?
play like hell XD
evening....
went for air supply concert.....
ROX!!!
most of the songs were familar....
bt some parts of the songs were changed.....
so kinda weird and sounded wrong obviously....
bt still rly gd....
their voices sounded almost exactly the same.....
of coz i was nt cheerin like mad like the fans....

13 June-17 June ~~ go 2 Shanghai ( i think everyone noes this!)
Shanghai has better scenery thn S'pore and HK for sure la!
the 5-star hotels thr were gd....
the food was much more vegetarian bt was nt bad......
some of the vegetables tasted awesome..... XD
bt a lot of bus rides thr........
and i thought of uu on the bus.........................................
played chor dai di thr......
bt i miss HK when im thr!
and uu too of coz!

18 June-19 June ~~ rock-climbin activity!
very fun climbin......
bt my groin hurts when i belay Katherine!
omg.... katherine.... r uu 80kg?
haha... no offense....
the second day was more fun la....
coz it's outdoors.....!!!! XD
i climbed up abt 11/18 m of the rock!
beat YY by let's say 0.5m...... haha.....
he was unsatisified..... bt haha.... too bad lor....
atta and Jamie so pro la.... climb up the whole rock ar!
i did badly for belayin coz of Katherine ar....
keep fallin down...... i fly to the wall lor.....!!!!
oh well.....
Audrey said it was fun belaying Katherine coz she gets to float in the air?!!
im serious..... whole body off the ground.....!!!! haha....
next time we will need 3-4 belayers to support Katherine.....!!!
rite YY?
haha.....
play chor dai di on the bus......
and YY was nicknamed 'Da Di'....... coz he play too much chor dai di?
haha....
CF nvr come on second day.....
call him also nvr answer.....
absailin is rly fun!!
YY's goin rock-climbin durin summer!
go YY!!!!

now is the borin wkends lor......
wanna go back to sch........
so borin stayin at home......
playin wii....
playin PS2....
playin PSP....
watchin tv......
and goin on the comp.....
jux wanna go to sch.....
cant wait to see cha on Monday......
i hope the bloody swine flu wont make us miss sch!!!

miss uu
benchangdx